"Feelings"

"Feelings"
Current mood: determined
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

Damn still up thinking, listening to something that should have been done. I wonder like, even if dreams never nationally become true, how would my mother feel if she knew I took her strength of writing, made it one of mine. The crazy thing is, I hear so many people close to me (family, and friends) say the negative things about me, but never speak on my strong holds. Fucks me up at times, but still striving for greatness. This is far from a joke, it's my dreams, and part goal. So many people just come into wanting to make music for money. That's why the art is producing for them. They want this fame, and don't understand the things and addictions that come with it. The pain, fame is just technology. Popularity starts in the class rooms, and on the fields, and courts when you are younger. The dream of performing, the dream of public speaking, the dream of being the "HERO". I mean i just want to say something that could safe a life, use my skills for the good, use my hurt to defeat the bad outside and inside of me. We all have to hit hell in order to really appreciate the importance of heaven. So much goes on in life and we don't even understand it. We just go on about our business and never even pay attention. We see our friends acting like assholes, we support the people who say nothing, and count out those who really are speaking something influential in this world. At some point the earth will stand still, and at this adverse moment life will either end or become better for a brighter tomorrow.

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