You spend much of your life focusing on what is the purpose? The purpose of us living to struggle, the purpose of us living to die, the purpose of us growing to love and be hurt by the ones we love. Its a slow process to grasp, some of us find it early, others a little late, and most never. I am an artist that believes encouragement should be derived from his path and words. People need to be patted on the back, and its not about babying them, its about acknowledgement of their achievements. Acknowledging someone can go a long way, even if it isn't recognized by the naked eye it's self. Its food for your confidence, food for you ego that the world tears down mostly everyday. So I use to ask myself as i struggle with various issues, whether it be bad habits, blowing through money, or over drinking, I began asking myself whats my purpose? What the hell am i putting myself through all the rhetoric for, I do not have to care for anyone. I began to throw off the FTW vibe at everyone. Just blatantly mad about everything, and mad at everyone. Why be mad though, it is so much i will miss that i shouldn't miss. I got people disappointed in me cause I aint what they wanted to be, and many of us grow up doing the same. It's crazy the lack of support that we get especially family. So im hungry, not in the literal sense, in the metaphorical sense that I am missing something. Missing the risk, missing the achievement. As I see it, you can give up on me, but I will never give up on me. I will never give up on no one around me. Point is, what others want I will never think out. What i envision is not planned, but before I even knew it was "Well Thought Out".............................................................
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